Friday, July 8, 2016

The Plight of Black Shooting Victims

I wrote this on my blog December 27, 2015. These incidents happened during dreams, but were real.

"The first time, a black man was shot before my eyes.  We were in a house, and I was hiding under a chair under a blanket, terrified that I would be seen and also killed. It was my job to say The Lord's Prayer to comfort this man as he died. I do think it helped.

A week or so later, I was praying for a black female shooting victim. In this instance, I was sitting in a circle with others and we were singing "Amazing Grace" for her."

Also, a few years ago, I had a dream about many black men on crucifixes. It was my job to bear witness.

I am thinking of this today because of the shooting of Philando Castile and what his girlfriend Diamond filmed post-shooting.

I do think this was part of Philando's life purpose.  I believe he and his fiancee Diamond had a prearranged agreement with God to bring global awareness to this issue. (This does not excuse the police officer's actions in any way, but we are all Divine players.) One thing that comforts me is that Diamond pleaded to Facebook viewers to pray for Philando. I do believe millions of people prayed for him, which helped him as he ascended to heaven.

Sunday, April 10, 2016

Finishing the Race

I had a dream I was a bird in a race. I came in 6th out of 8, but I was just happy I finished.

A few years later, I learned that Paul in the Bible says, "I have finished the race."

I Googled what this meant and found this on

“Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever” (1 Corinthians 9:24-25). Paul’s exhortation is that believers should be as focused and dedicated as those ancient runners in the games. Our motivation in serving Christ is much higher; we “run” not for a temporary crown, but for an eternal one.

In his letter to Timothy, Paul is not commending himself for having “run the full distance” (TEV); rather, he is simply describing what the grace of God had enabled him to do. In the book of Acts, Paul says these powerful words: “I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace” (Acts 20:24).

So, by declaring “I have finished the race,” Paul is telling Timothy that he had put every effort into the work of proclaiming to all the gospel of salvation. He had completed the course set before him; he had left nothing undone. He was ready to cross the finish line into heaven.

In a race, only one runner wins. However, in the Christian “race,” everyone who pays the price of vigilant training for the cause of Christ can win. We are not competing against one other, as in athletic games, but against the struggles, physical and spiritual, that stand in the way of our reaching the prize (Philippians 3:14).

Every believer runs his own race (1 Corinthians 9:24). Each of us is enabled to be a winner. Paul exhorts us to “run in such a way as to get the prize,” and to do this we must set aside anything that might hinder us from living and teaching the gospel of Christ. The writer of Hebrews echoes the words of Paul: “Lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith” (Hebrews 12:1-2).

Spiritual Meaning of Rock

I've lately been dreaming about standing on black rock by the ocean or with waterfalls in New England.

In a recent YouTube video posting by Brigitte Parvin, she told viewers they would be landing on ground where they would be safe and balanced.

This made me think of the black rocks that I had been standing on.

I looked up the dream meaning of rock online and found "feeling solid, stability, foundation, lasting forever."  (I also looked up waterfall since that had been in one my dreams -- meanings included beauty, grace, goals and desires.)

I was reading Mary C. Neal's book To Heaven and Back and she wrote she was sitting on a rock "and was having a conversation with an angel who was sitting on a nearby rock" (page 97). I then went to her web site where she reported this was not an angel, but was actually Jesus, but she felt too uncomfortable to say this when she wrote the book.

The rock image reminded me of a passage in my sister Karen's book, Heart of Miracles. When she had a dream of Jesus walking to her, she reports that she was sitting on a rock (page 37).

I then looked up rock in the Bible on

"The Lord is my rock and my fortress."

"Who is a rock, except our God?"

"On this rock I will build my church."

" like a wise man who built his house on the rock"

"They drank from the spiritual Rock that followed them, and the Rock was Christ."

I recently had a dream I was teaching a class and put in a video. I was surprised when I watched the video that it was about the Virgin Mary. A secretary then asked me what my course was about so she could enter it into the computer. At first I didn't know. Then I realized and said it was about Jesus.

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Amazing Grace - Prayer Does Help Shooting Victims

A few weeks ago, before the shootings in Paris and California, I started helping shooting victims in my dreams. These were real experiences.

I had no intention of doing this.

The first time, a black man was shot before my eyes.  We were in a house, and I was hiding under a chair under a blanket, terrified that I would be seen and also killed. It was my job to say The Lord's Prayer to comfort this man as he died. I do think it helped.

A week or so later, I was praying for a female shooting victim. In this instance, I was sitting in a circle with others and we were singing "Amazing Grace" for her.

The first event especially was traumatizing for me and I asked God for another assignment, one that would still be helpful but not traumatizing, perhaps working with children. In real life, I started working at a school, and in dreamtime, I gave children chocolate Santas.

Saturday, December 26, 2015

Lightwork on Christmas

As part of my lightwork with children, during dreamtime on Christmas, 3 children came to me and I gave each of them a hollow chocolate Santa.

Thursday, December 3, 2015

Helpful Excerpts from Joel Osteen's The Power Of I Am

When you honor God, the person he has designed for you, the right one, will come across your path as though drawn by a magnet. You don't have to worry. You don't have to play games and convince someone to like you. If they don't like you, let then go. If they don't celebrate you and see you as a gift, a treasure, as one of a kind, move forward... You keep being your best, right where you are, honoring God, and God will do for you what He did for me. He'll cause you to be at the right place at the right time. Those divine connections will come across your path.

Bloom where you are planted... Life will go so much better if you will be content in each season, content when you have a lot, and content when you don't have a lot... You have the grace you need to enjoy each season... You have to be satisfied where God has you right now. Again, it doesn't mean you settle there and never expect anything better. It means you don't live frustrated, always wanting something more.

If you will stay in faith and don't get discouraged or talk yourself out of it because it's not happening on your timetable, God will get you to where you're supposed to be. God knows what He is doing.

Many people are praying for a miracle... We have to realize that we can become the miracle they need... Be aware of who is in your life. They're not there by accident... You can be the answer to somebody's prayer... As you become a miracle, God will give you miracles.

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Manifest Your Destiny -- Wayne Dyer

Here are some lines from Wayne Dyer's Manifest Your Destiny book which I found helpful:

"Replace thoughts about your experiences with the experience of prayer. For instance, praying in this sense can be a sentence such as 'Sacredness guide me now' or 'Sacred love flow through me now' silently recited instead of thinking thoughts."

"A profoundly important Native American saying is: 'No tree has branches so foolish as to fight among themselves.'"

"Infinite patience is a sign of trust, and it calls upon infinite love to produce results in your life. When you let go of impatience, you are aligned with God force, and all of the anxiety that tells you what is lacking and missing in your life is gone."

"Infinite patience produces almost immediate results in your life. You become free when you relax your insistence to have it now, and you increase your awareness that you actually do have it now, already, even though it may not have shown up as you would like it in your immediate surroundings. As an infinitely patient person you know you are already where you want to be, that there are no accidents and all that appears to be missing is nothing more than an illusion perpetuated by your ego."

"Practice a silent expression of gratitude when you start to see your desires manifesting from the universal source. A very private, simple 'Thank you, God, I see you working in my life and I acknowledge with love my appreciation for all that you bring to me' is all that is needed."